Interests:starwars of course, music, dancing, reading, quantum leap, disney movies, nfl football, mlb baseball, nba basketball, nascar & lots of other things i can't think of right now.
i guess i need to say wow too since i have been letting it take all my time for the past year! Expertise:being a pain in the ass!!!
joking geesh everyone knows i am no pain in the ass...........don't they??? Occupation:Government Industry:Art
Fallen angel ripped and bruised Think on better days Life is rude, treats you bad Tears your wings away Raise your eyes to star and sky Believe in fly aways Take your dreams, your broken schemes And sweep the past away
Fly lonely angel High above these streets of fire Fly lonely angel Far away from mad desire
Hollywood ain't paved with gold It's just a trick of light Sunset falls on stars of old And blinds you with its light A spiders web of tangled lives Lays stretched across the hills From distances it's glistening Like El Dorado's halls
Fly lonely angel High above these streets of fire Fly lonely angel Far away from mad desire
The dream was light And fragrant nights But how were you to know The streets are hard They're mean and scarred Where only fools find gold
Fly lonely angel High above these streets of fire Fly lonely angel Leave behind the mad desire
Fly lonely angel Spread your wings another way Fly lonely angel Find a better way A better day
Blue October
Hate Me
Children: If you're sleeping, are you dreaming, if you're dreaming are you dreaming of me? I can't believe YOU ACTUALLY MISS ME....
Mother: Hi Justin! This is your mother it is 2:33 on Monday afternoon. I was just calling to see how you were doing. You sounded really uptight last night, it made me a little nervous, and a little, well it made me nervous, but it sounded like you were nervous too. I just want to make sure you are really okay and wanted to see if you were checking in on your medication too. You know I love ya. Take care honey, I know you're under a lot of pressure. See ya. Bye Bye!
I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face
And will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted space
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways, yeah in ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you
I'm sober now for 3 whole months, it's one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing that I won't touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away that I'll never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you
And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I have made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your brown eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling make it go away,
Just make her smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?"
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you
For You
For You
For You
Children: If you're sleeping, are you dreaming, if you're dreaming are you dreaming of me. I can't believe YOU ACTUALLY MISS ME....
Girl: Hey Justin!
One more kiss could be the best thing But one more lie could be the worst And all these thoughts are never resting And you're not something I deserve
In my head there's only you now This world falls on me In this world there's real and make believe And this seems real to me
You love me but you dont know who I am I'm tore between this life I lead and where I stand And you love me but you dont know who I am So let me go Let me go
I dream ahead to what I hope for And I turn my back on loving you How can this love be a good thing When I know what I'm goin through
In my head there's only you now This world falls on me In this world there's real and make believe And this seems real to me
You love me but you dont know who I am I'm tore between this life I lead and where I stand You love me but you dont know who I am So let me go Just Let me goo... Let me go
And no matter how hard I try I can't escape these things inside I know I knowww.. When all the pieces fall apart You will be the only one who knows Who knows
You love me but you dont know who I am I'm tore between this life I lead and where I stand And you love me but you dont know Who I am So let me go Just let me go
and you me but you dont you love me but you dont you love me but you dont know who I am and you love me but you dont you love me but you dont you love me but you dont know me
